Happy Wedding!

Last night, I went to a wedding ceremony of a friend. Well, two friends actually, they are a couple. And older than me haha but we are pretty close. The groom's Deni Sattrya and the bride's Mey Meikaton Telaum Banua.

HAPPY WEDDING AA DENY & TEH MEY! ♥

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Oh please. Just give up, Syifa! (continuation)

Hello, right now I'm seriously going to continue my 'mushy' story hehe. And this is the final part by the way (oh, nobody would read this anyway lol).

Hmm, sampai dimana kita kemarin? Oh sampai aku ditanyain nomer handphone ku sama cowok itu, ya kan? Nah, akhirnya aku kasih deh nomer aku waktu itu. I didn't hesitate at all at that time. Not even a bit. Karena kita yang namanya udah lama nggak ketemu dan nggak ngobrol, we kept text-messaging each other until late. Dia nanyain kabar aku gimana, aku juga tanya kabar dia gimana. Aku bilang ke dia that I missed him so bad I could cry, dia juga bilang hal yang sama.

Karena waktu itu kita udah di tahun akhir SMA, dia tanya ke aku, aku bakal kuliah dimana. Dan ternyata tujuan kuliah kita ada di kota yang sama meskipun universitas tujuan kita berbeda. And you know right that I'm a truly daydreamer. Di saat yang sama kita ngobrol itu, aku mulai ngebayangin semua hal (yang tentunya belum tentu terjadi) kalo nanti kita hidup di kota yang sama. Dan aku bermaksud untuk menagih janji dia ke aku.

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Intermezzo

Just in case, this post is a lil bit unrelated with my last post. Haha, but as I promise, I'm going to continue that mushy story later. It's just right now I have this urge of spill out my words a bit *sighs*

Remember when I told you that I got my illustration assignment from my 'lovely' lecturer last night? When I was working on it, I got stuck. Till now. This is so sad though. Sure I love drawing, but I'm so bad at creating a character according to their nature. When it comes to make any, they don't match with my expectations. Oh, I still need to learn. A lot. If you don't have talent to do something you love, all you can do is learn how to be better, no?

Anywho, this girl character I made, Mika, is surprisingly easy to draw. She's a happy person, sporty, and cute. She's the type I really want to be (laughs). The problem is on Danny, Mika's boyfriend-wannabe, lol. His character is a bit silent, clumsy, and nerd. How am I supposed to draw him, I wonder. I sketched so many, but I ended up making him too trendy because of his hair or made his eyes way too cool when he is not *screams*

So, right now I'm still working on it. It's not like I've been working from last night. lol. Last night I got stuck thus I chose sleep instead working on my assignment :D
I kind of regret it though. I skipped my class this morning because of  stupid reason. Overslept. Considering I 'scratched out' my sketch book until pretty late.

Okay, this is the end of my annoying post hahaha. I'm going to find the way to finish this ASAP so I don't have to suffer with Danny anymore. lol.

Oh please. Just give up, Syifa!

Okay, please forgive me for being all mellow. It's been so long since my last post. And when I'm back, all I can type is this kind of sh*t. Oh, forgive me.

Am I okay right now? Hell no. I'm not. Dari luar orang ngeliat pasti muka aku biasa-biasa aja. Mata nggak bengkak, berair juga nggak, rambut awut-awutan khas orang depresi juga nggak. Muka masih senyum, ketawa-ketawa, masih seger. Guess what? Inside, I'm torn. Into billion pieces. Maybe.

Oh, semua orang penasaran pasti, peristiwa mengerikan apa yang bikin aku begini. Well, it's simple yet complicated. Love.

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